Conditions

listening to the silverware
the eyes are a scanning bead
sensors alight sun obscure
titles on the bookshelf if

the day promises more if he
or if the objects of pride
or if the coffee is a rose:
conditionals confessionals
some fall away. oh the day.

Fingertips

Fingertips


I begin this journey through hell,
clench my jaw, gnaw on the intangible.

Lucid fires lick my lips
burn the words from my mouth
and I, I must reconstitute them
from my ashen tongue, with blood
and wishful thinking.

I scribe them then in scrawled lines
from the jagged tips of my
battered teeth -- forged, as steel,
with desolate flame and
frigid liquid realization.

It is my daily death and resurrection,
immortalized in ink, indelible,
unforgotten in the scars upon my palms.

Butades or the Origin of Drawing _ Joseph B. Suvee



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I am thinking of you Reluctant Painter, and Derrida's book about the same subject and his references to Blind Milton and Borges.. and and


__________________it seems like the first, or one of the first, and one of the first women painters went blind ___________________________________

shuttle








Good


Blessings


to the travellers



Good Fortune


for them


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Went Down to Hell...


I went down to Hell
And found there none who thought their time above was thieved
from them,
That another minute would have improved.

Went down to Hell and found vanity as the cess, the sump, the
prime despatch,
Never would have thought it, given the world as it is,
But one of seven it had to be, and vana gloria seemed to fit.

Went down to Hell, no sulphurous smokes or emanations,
No stenches various of furfural and quinoline,
Or even brimstone plains to stretch further than the mortal eye,
No lampblack stains on vaulted caverns,
No bodyparts, charred, stiffed at the joint,
Blanched asepsis was the theme - and this the immobility.

A window,
A rose window with piercings, foliates, inceptions, by camera obscura
a flickering glance on Heaven,
To supply envy for eternity, no doubt, though sins do not flourish in
Hell.

Went down to Hell and saw oceans of honesty and exchange - it was
all so immaterial now,
Found them all in unchanging way
And, knowing it, did not strive to be other than what they are,
Saw them, the damned, moving in limb, conversing, debating, all
effectively,
Found the damned friendly and hospitable,
Slightly sent neurotic, obsessing, phobic in certain areas,

Saw, everywhere stacked, the hoops and tests, the Ararat, the bush for
the burning,
The lion's den and four Judaean extras, the props theatrical,
The dice used to cast lots for the division of rainment, good Roman dice,
They would come out again, which taught me of satisfaction.

A window onto a slightly tame precipice,
Suggesting that Hell the first-built, Hell apparently the Lord’s critical
construction, had become low on the priorities,
Out peninsular,
A Hell not hip and not now happening.

Went down to Hell and was kidded on over Nightingale, she's just
here, her normal billet,
Francis, he's usually around,
Saints Bernard, Anselm, John Chrysotomos, don't where they are
at the moment, but they'll be back some time,
Kidded, I do believe.

A window prosing on with its display, the breathing in and out, the
image just a scarecrow, all stuff of light, nothing to know outside
of Hell, today,
Never saw a Pilate, curiously, or a Blackbeard, Bluebeard, any of
the villains.

Went down to Hell and found ripostes, witty, pending,
Filed by iron alphabet, and each under their different depth of
dust,
I suppose they were amputated from arrivals,
L’esprit d’escalier not so alive, not so well.

Saw the Epicureans equal with everyone else,
And tristesse would lap over them at times, how could it not?
Saw nihilists, futurists, strong in their sects, this fraternity and that,
Wondered if 'medals for all' dictated a large Heaven.

A window
Which came back to its starers with not the opposite vista,
The back and forth was broken,
And any would be dislocated by their use of it.

As for the dreams refused by the soft souls upstairs,
Went down to Hell and found many dreams consolidated, anything
that could be made firmer was,
Which taught me of me,

Went down to Hell and the whole aeternecy was an experience,
But wasn't especially taught of Death.

Hey Fortune

OK so the wind sums
you leaving metaphors
in its wake OK it goes
so fast barely leaves
a trace on your mouth
OK I respond to you
barely so little time
just a wish to survive
on the run OK running
as fast as I can hey
fortune hand me the stick

from Untenured Writing

the surest path to going broke is to become
a poet

* * *

my

bling

has

done

blung

* * *

what
is practice
into theory

what
is the sound
of one critic clapping

* * *

the Comic as vitamin C

Fast Signs

My feet are
flat and the
street comes along

for the ride too
but here we are
now in a town

with only cloud
rain
and all men
sit along fence rails

balancing testicles
while mouthing
bad words

I am not
a woman here

and you look
at me without
moving a muscle

they chew loudly
I perform small
and endless tasks.

Lord of graffiti

click image to enlarge

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