Dead letters

(This was written a while ago, on a plane to Ireland.)

i.

Each one with

their headphone

kneeling on the seat

in front

pressed so close the

woman’s breath through the cushioning

stirs my knees from their position

along with everything else

living

this plane was

sung into existence

the cloud hillocks

it tears through

are made the lines

of a new song we feel from our knees

upward

what barriers they were

heart muscle or cumulous

made sinewy bands rent and scattered

in fleshly skies

ii.

Each leans into

their silent film

man and woman

making love at last

their skin lit warmly

their eyes drawn

at the corners

their weeping at their own beauty

as he plunges

so that the turbulence

shakes us

iii.

There is a barrier nested in me although I’ve left on good terms

as though these words endeared my last breath at home

to your name and that dreaded leave taking

iv.

I wrote

seven letters to say goodbye

what will I find

here

beyond this woman’s

thighs

my neighbor’s

and my own wet cheeks

brushed awkwardly back of the palm

when the attendant nears

plate-gathering

will I remember

your face

until it becomes

your eyes alone

and when

you are a bird

and I am a plane

with stiffened wings

back straight

with the changeling sun on it

when my letters

return

will I have seven forwarded hours

to grieve by