On how it is to be bored

I used to carry myself in
a plastic bag
      unaware of my youthful errors,
        or the way my corners tucked in~
  braced from the emptying heavens.
Longing
to be gathered in your colossal arms
    so you can smooth out the
  wrinkles of my skin,
    and pull echoes from my hair.
I remember the stillness,
    I was blank~
      with a dull-eyed gaze.
At least
      days marvelled
when jolly carrots
soared in me.