Impaled by the Ghost of Who I Used to Be

impaled by the ghost
of who I used to be

reduced to minor plagiarisms
of my own thought

and forgeries of love

tormented by fear
that my crimes
of the heart
have all been
mere misdemeanors

the jaws of temptation
vised my spirit
yellow fangs of entropy
gnawed my dreams

I cannot remember
what I came here to forget

I have nowhere to go
and anyway
I have already been
so many times before