Melting

I am insig
nifty can't see
magnifying glassscorched heart
dripping plastic fried the sunshine walk
once I learned of triviality
my multiple-choice none-of-the-above who-was-he existence hangs out    here
I did not all of the sudden blink of the eye
Itsobviousthateverythingisconnectedbuthow?
become infinitely more the wiser
I did not wear socks up to the knees
at the funeral where the sign read melting away
melting melting melting
melting away
they closecasketed my only desire-
to shock the world with inner self